Irrelevant
For the past few weeks I’ve been very very very busy with my acads. Thesis, papers, ethnographies, exams and what have you! Exhausting? Yeah, super. But more than that, I feel really sad that I am again, alone. layo noh? labo pa. Anyhoo, it’s 3 inthe morning and I have 2 exams today. I don’t know why I am not reviewing my handouts (I still have a lot tomemorize) but I just can’t sleep.
I’m a bothered kid, I know. But I’ve never been bothered like this before. There are so many things in my mind right now and I can’t even think about them all at once. Maybe, it’s just that all of the things I should have thought about before have all piled up into this great mess I can’t get out of.
But more than being a mess right now, I am really confused with all the things that’s been happening in my life.. from my practicum.. to my orgs… and even to what direction my future is leading me.
It’s too early to be bothered, but I am….
I hope I get over this quickly.